ME ;
CHRISTIEJANEPILLAY
17 years going on 18
07 MAY 89
GREEN
saint theresa's convent
one bernadette
two bernadette
three deirdre
four deirdre
ngee ann poly business studies
TB 05
st ANTHONY'S church
Lord's Vineyard
AMPLIFY
passion play 2006
st john vianney play
five golden rings play
wishings
i want those GORGEOUS set of colourpencils that have 120 colours, but is like $298.40. art friend.i want those pretty stamps me and AMAZING saw at taka.
i want that black ipod VIDEO!
i want that pretty zara knit top.
i want that striped mango top
i want that mondo striped purple shoe
i want a new handbag.
i want plenty of SKITTLES and M&M's!
i want a new pair of BIRKENSTOCKs.
i want abs like nicole schnerzinger or fergie.
i want to revamp my room.
i want that $599 casio 6 mega pixel camera.
i want to learn to play the drums, and xi yao and charles and jo and keith and william can teach me.
i want a new pair of HAVAINNAS. soon lah.
i want be able to take INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS next year.
i want LOVE that lasts forever.
AND AMAZING GAVE HER THAT!
REMINISCING
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
June 2007
LOVES OF MY LIFE (:
adeline'
angelyn'
avlyn'
antaeus'
bernard'
claudine'
charles'
charm'
dara'
deon'
dora'
dinesh'
drey'
jasmine'
jeremy'
joscelyn'
beloved cousin'
karmila'
laurie'
larris'
lexine'
manda'
melissa'
nathalieROCKS'
nessa'
nini'
peiwen'
sean'
shabin'
sheryl'
shyla'
stephy'
suemaine'
vankelly'
yishan'
yolanda'
SPEAK UP.
mocking
* Thursday, August 31
I swallow hard because
I know
That what comes next will hurt
(You more than me)
I bite my lip to try to stop it from shaking
The teeth have broken the skin
And the blood tastes cold to me
After all those nights you kept me warm,
I'd hold my breath just to hear you sleep
I must admit I saw it coming,
The air between us had gotten harder yet to breathe.
I'd run away if I could help it,
But I can't remember to forget your face
You can say my heart has changed,
But it's my will you've beaten down
I'd kiss you now,
but I fear my caustic tongue
Would only serve to salt your wounds
I must admit I saw it coming,
The air between us had gotten harder yet to breathe.
I'd run away if I could help it,
But I can't remember to forget your face
You are as beautiful as ever,
Yet I'm starting to resent your smile
Because it's killing me to say this,
But I'm dying inside to leave
It's a place we've never been,
It's a waste to keep it in
It means little to you but the world to me
it speaks it all.
10:51:00 pm